~Poems~

 

 

Textruta: Spectral love Lovechild of the ghostly night enter my dreams through my aching heart take my soul and give to me your warm light Haunt me nigh, hold me tight hush me slowly, take my fears away you loving child of the ghostly night White light surronded, tears of ashy glow leave me not to bear this cold stay the night and caress my deserted heart Saddness and fear pulsating through veins through veins of icecold crystalglass just take away the cold, warm a saddened heart warm a deserted, saddened heart...

Textruta: The tides of dreams For a single hour in time just a lonely hour in life I sit aside the tides of dreams seeing into the hearts of saddened souls Will they ever realize will they ever see their loneliness is not their own will they see the tides of saddened eyes For what are we if not lonely in our souls intoxicated of the desire for loving touch if not lonely in the shadows of longing love For a single second in time just a lonely second in life we sit alone the tides of dreams breathing emptiness through anguished lungs Textruta: Torn am chained here, weeping in the night: thirsting through this bitter threshold, heart so pale and empty. this love so severed, a blackened abyss, given away; yet I wish for your touch so frail.

 

 

 

Textruta: Only Only in the tear of an eye will you see the truth of emotions Only in the closure of my soul will you feel the emtpiness of the child Only in my scarred hope youīll see things (if only my heart knew then) Only in the cracked surface of my trembling lips (if only I knew to say then) It wasnīt just words to me, wasnīt just words Your fun and play, my hell and agony It wasnīt just words to me, wasnīt just words Only in the sigh of my dreaming face will you see the panicked hare Only in the pale and childly face will you see the selfanguish of pity It wasnīt just words to me, wasnīt just words Your tease and joy, my sadness and sorrow It wasnīt just words to me, wasnīt just words A nighttime butterfly longing for the light facing darkness and cold, flying too long Waiting for the words that darkened this soul It wasnīt just words to me, wasnīt just words Bitter was the game, everlasting was the rules It wasnīt just words to me, wasnīt just words

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Textruta: Touch of angelkiss Mortal love gone away a forever that ended tonight In a reflection of mirrory eyes teardrops only for reasons wrong Just stumble in heartly darkness lost in mighty oceans of despair swimming for a never again for a never again Flaming spell of emotions Just faded into the nightly breeze gone forever? gone for good gone with your saying farewell And every time I feel mortal love again I just see your face in her eyes Remembering your smiling face and soft gentle kiss on my trembling lips Suffocated by passion forever lost An existens that never fade away No forgotten past, no forgiven love For how can one forget the touch of angelkiss??  

Textruta: Silent emotions In the silence of our love Came the hesitation that ruined my life So devoted, so in love So sad, so alone Lonely hearts cry alone And the pain scarred deep A soul alone, a dream forlorn A love gone away with the whisper of a dream A silent emotion that lies deep within Flocking and picking My devoted heart to pieces You leaving it, no remorse, no regrets In the twilight of our love Came the loneliness that emptied my life So devoted, so in love So sad, so alone  

 

 

 

Textruta: When death comes to me When death comes to me Will I then embrace it         like I once embraced             my mothers loving arms? Snowflakes in an autumn breeze         swirling down in the sunlight scorch           a life sailing down to itīs final rest             will it melt away and always be forgotten?             or will it join others in the one final breath? Will we embrace our fate when it         fullfills?                 Will we cast away from shore                           and sail our ships into the unknown? When death comes to us Will we then encourage it         like we once encourage eachother         in our vowes of love Will I cry, or will I smile? Will I love, or will I blame?             Deaths cold kiss on my cheeks