I am nothing.

To all who breath I am an unwanted spectre. It wrenches my heart with an unreal pain. I wish to cry out, to let myself be known, but nothing comes of my desires, save a few tears shed in unknown silence.

There is no love, and in writing such things as this, there is no atonement in what I feel. This manuscript shall be left unread.

Why! Why can I not have happiness? Is this not a world were happiness can be achieved? Then why can I not achieve any joy? Why must I live behind a mask of smiles?

The reason is simple. It is a lie. Not all can achieve happiness. Some, no, many are doomed to a life of desires that will never be achieved! A simple and unwanted existence, filled with mere breathing and any other 'bare necessities' that allow such a damned life to continue.

Through this revelation, another revelation was brought forth. Can one not break free from the bonds of this awful truth? Can one not allow the great inner-spirit to overwhelm and suddenly take great control in this despair? The idea of Eijo, is it not powerful enough to evoke change?

To those who suffer this, and have a great control of the spirit, is it not possible to 'turn the tides?' A great revolt against this tainted logic we are forced to live! how wonderous, to have the spirits rise in one of their greatest forms ever, and fully become a single entity and one being with their carrier. One step closer to the purity of the power that may be attained by the all!