Intelligence is lost on some breathings things.
I have put this section on here so that any person visiting this website may get a better idea o the author by whom all this is written.
My birth name is Timothy Michael Wilson, but I have shunned this name, and as soon as I turn eighteen I will be changing my name to Murdock Lebius Fothe, one year left. Many people ask why I want to change my name, the simple answer is, I have no answer. It is a symbolic act towards myself, and it represents more than I care to type.
I began writing when I became a freshman in highschool. The reason I began writing is quite simple. I had a 'crush' on a girl in my class, and she enjoyed writing. So I began writing to try and get her attention, try and get her thinking of me as something more than just Michael. It did no work, and for a while I quite writing.
Well, halfway through my freshman year, I feel into a terrible depression, so terrible I am still recovering from it to this day. During this depression I began writing once again, and I wrote things I thought I could never write. This is when I discovered my greatest modes of inspiration, depression and boredom.
During this time, I was enrolled in a Catholic high school. I credit my theology teachers for being my greatest reason for independence. I was always a free thinker, but when it came to religion, catholicism had been pounded into me so much, it never ocurred to me to question it. In fact, it was not until sophomore year that I finally accepted the idea that I was anathiest. Before this time I was afriad to deny god, I was afraid of hell. One day I just did not care anymore. To me, there was no heaven, there was no hell, no limbo, no purgatory, just oblivion. The reason I had been afraid up to that point was because of the large amount of time I spent having god force-fed to me.
Now I am in my junior year, I will be seventeen on the seventh of April, 2003. I have left the catholic school and now attend a much better school, it is a public school, but the curriculum and classes are much better for me.
Now it is time to discuss my writing. At first appearance it may seem that I am a very depressing person, wishing for death. This is not true. As I have said, I write when I am inspired, and I am inspired when I feel useless. So, depression and boredom are usually when I write anything. But even then, my writing is not all about death. You have to look deeper into it to understand what it is about. When I write, I write about life, everything about life. Yes, this includes the use of death. Birth, life, death, hate, love, anger, indifference, I deal with it all. Each and every depression I may suffer is different from the last. In one depression I may feel there is an absence of love in my life, in another depression I may feel angry, this is what I write.
I am not as sad as it may seem. Actualy, I would like to become an actor, and I enjoy performing stand-up comedy. When I am not depressed, I am usually writing jokes...
Well, that is all I feel like typing, if this is not enough information, I don't care. Leave this poor, cynical bastard [Me] alone.