It had to happen, here's my first 'unforced' hiatus. Why? Mental illness took over me. And over me too. (Schizo.) I'm just so lost in my own self with - me. Maybe music helped it. I don't have a life, but yet I don't have enough of my life to live... Weird, nonsensical, I don't care. I have to find myself before trying to find better designs for this. I am myself, I know that. Who is myself? I can't answer, I just don't have any damn personality. I'm living in my human teenage mediocrity and I am depressed. I can't/don't wanna&am too coward to burn out. So I'm fading away. Good bye.
If you wanna bore yourself while I'm 'taking my pills', visit my personal site, here. If I ever reopen you'll know here.
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